Right Nows Thoughts

My hands are stained with black ink 

I drew my life with that pen.

Nothing seems to sink

not now, not then. 

The day is done

and I am gone

with this mellow 

flowing song... 

Laying back with no breeze to blow my mind away

I sit here in my sanity

not wanting to stay 

it feels like an eternity. 

Holding hands with my mind 

was always pleasant 

until I let go 

and slowly lost it... 

All the words that rested on my tongue 

sank into silence.

And right now, right then

I felt a little loveless. 

But it's all over now

my eyes are slowly closing 

into the night 

the dreams start humming. 

Doodle

Drew this in 4th & 5th period.

The past few days all I've felt is constant frustration. It's starting to bug me. 

I wish, 

- Jocelyn would be quiet. 

- I had new art supplies. 

- I had some money. 

I hope, 

- My art improves. 

- He'll be into me eventually. 

- I stop sounding lame. 

- My painting skills will improve. 

Today,

- I have to go somewhere I don't want to go.

- Finished a few drawings I like. 

- Doing observational drawings of people. 

- It's quiet. 

Feeling, 

- Frustrated. 

- Calm. 

- Quiet. 

- Artsy.

- In the mood to day dream. 

- Hopeful, a little. 

- Curious. 

- Wanting. 

I was really frustrated so I took some time to draw this lovely thing.

I drew myself, just a sketch kind of, nothing big.